I Am So Confused Right Now. I Posted On Monday And Tuesday…. But They’re Gone. I Have No Idea Why, Tumblr Said They Would Do Maintenance On The Site, But That Doesn’t Seem Like It Would Delete My Posts. I Checked My Other Blog, And They Aren’t There Either. Just Poof. I Know That I Published Them, So They Should Still Be Up, But They Aren’t. I’m Going To Message The Tumblr Staff About It And See If They’re Of Any Help. But In Case They Can’t Retrieve Them, I’ll Try To Rewrite Them Here Along With Today’s Post. 

Monday:

I Was Cleaning And Decided To Take A Break To Check My Facebook. I Saw That Bethany Was On, So I Messaged Her And We Talked For A Bit, Then She Said That Matt Wanted To Join Our Convo, So She Set It Up So The Three of Us Could IM. They Bitched About Kaycii, Which Was Fun, But Then The Two Of Them Ended Up Getting Into A Huge Fight. I Spent The Majority Of The Day Playing Mediator And Helping Them Work Things Out, They Did, And I Feel Like I’ve Accomplished Something. 

Tuesday:

I Wasn’t As Productive As I would Have Liked To Be, But I Got Some Things Done. Mostly Things Like Trash And Trying To Get All My Laundry Together To Wash. Not Much Of Interest Happened. I Wrote More In The Other Post I Made, But I Can’t Remember What I Said.

Today:

This Is Where I Am Insanely Confused. It Is Currently 10pm, I Just Woke Up. I Don’t Remember Going To Bed, But I Know That I Was In Bed By 12 On Tuesday Night. That Would Mean I’ve Been Asleep Almost 24 Hours. My Mom Is Going To Make Me An Appointment To Rule Out Any Physical Reasons Why I Could Be So Tired All The Time, Hopefully It’s Nothing Bad. I May Be Anemic Or Have Low Blood Sugar, Or Maybe Have A Thyroid Problem.  Whatever The Reason, Since I Slept The Day Away, I’m Going To Treat Tonight Like I Would Have Today. I’m Going To Start Cleaning Now, Since I Don’t Think I’ll Be Able To Get Back To Sleep Again. 

I’m Attempting To Make A List Of Things That Turn Me On, I Expect That I’ll Probably Forget Some, But I’ll Update this As I Think Of Them.

• 24/7 BDSM Relationships
• Receiving Attention
• Ball Gags
• Being Spanked
• Being Forced To Beg
• Rough Sex
• Being Pushed Up Against A Wall
• Being Called Your Slut
• Biting And Being Bitten
• Blood
• Giving Oral
• Receiving Oral
• Being Blindfolded
• Bondage
• Both Of My Wrist Being Held Down
• Bruises
• Burlesque Attire
• Wax Play
• Cuddles
• Caressing
• Chains
• Being Choked
• Clamps And Clips
• Wearing A Collar
• Wearing YOUR Collar
• Collar And Leash
• Compassionate Aftercare
• Giving Up Control
• Cornertime
• Corset Training
• Lingerie/Dress Up
• Cosplay
• Crawling
• Swallowing
• Deep Throating
• Discipline
• Being Dominated
• Ear Nibbling/Licking/Blowing
• Emotional Masochism
• Erotic Literature
• Erotic Photography
• Being Photographed
• Being Shown Off
• Face Fucking
• Being Slapped
• Fear
• Fetish Models
• Porn
• Being Fingered
• Being Teased
• Being In Public And Messing Around Discreetly
• Flirting
• Foot Massage (Giving And Getting)
• French Maid Outfits
• Not Wearing Panties In Public
• Fur
• PetPlay
• Gagging/Choked By Cock
• Geeks
• Intelligence
• Getting Off On Getting You Off
• Giving Pleasure
• Goth Culture
• Having My Hair Pulled
• Hairbrush Spanking
• Handcuffs
• Getting My Hair Played With
• Having My Neck Bitten until My Knees Buckle
• Multiple Orgasms
• Having So Many Orgasms I Can’t Think
• Hearing “I Love You”
• Hearing “I Want You”
• Hentai
• High Heels
• Hot Oil Massages
• Saying “No” When I Mean “Yes, If You Make Me”
• Kissing
• French Kissing
• Lip Biting
• Making Out
• Heavy Petting
• Being Kissed All Over
• Kisses So Hot I Have To Come Up For Air
• Kitten Petplay
• Kneeling
• Knives
• When You Leave Marks
• Licking
• Lipstick
• Masks
• Massages (Giving And Receiving)
• Military Uniforms
• UK Culture, Especially Accents
• Wearing A Uniform
• Master/Slave
• Master/Pet
• “Yes Sir, No Sir, Please Sir.”
• Hearing “Good Girl’ Or “Good Pet”
• Receiving Praise
• Masturbation On Command
• Moaning, Screaming, Groaning And Other Sounds Of Pain And Pleasure
• Monogamy